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i realised something..whatever i blog never seems to be a good story..
anyway, i dont bother.
was working at cine push cart 2nd day..well, i only work once a week..sundays..
i'm just tired.with 2 big bBuMpss on my head..ouch..
what should i do tomoro? it's off day for carmel again..not that i dont like him having off..but we really dunno where to go..pathetic couple..i dun have much hobby.especilly with no money yea?
ha..!he loves movies...but i'm so tired of it..since with him i've watched so many...
1. 28weeks
2. Borne ultimium
3. Shrek
4. 200 pound beaty
5. Hairspray
6. Evan almighty
7. Ratatouille
8. Resident evil
9. Transformer
10. Harry potter
11. Fantastic four
12. Spiderman
i mean it might sound like old movies...but lets say within 5 months and 12 movies..?!? average one month twice...dotx...thats a lot to me..i might left out more..i cant remember..
*how bout those vcds my daddy got...
oh my god...i hate movies..but he loves them..
he's such a poor thing.. =(
but just dont like to think..
he just love to b like e way he is..his age is growing..but he prefers to think young...
haix..loving can be difficult..but accommadating is torture...love is blind?
i hate the word love..i swear..because no one knows the real meaning...
i've once read the book 'men are from mars, women r from venus..
e statistics of real love is scary....hA!
happened to browse a column by a feminist..very interesting..on how she ttalked about
gray's anatomy on his book on MVB..sometimes it's just good to read anything...
i've got so much in my mind today..argh.
lyrics?i love you bcause of e way you treat me,e way you make honey early in e morning...the way you accompany me,when i have bad dreams at late night.e way u accompany me when i wanted to go home when u play ur games..but it hurts too..it hurts that you dont say no to things..it hurts to see you always say yes...to give in to me..everythingthat's not the way..u need ur pride..god, i know that..i sincerely know...i'm sorry for what i've done to you..to treat you badly..something that i'm too blind to see..something you r too blind too realise..sorry for making you hurt..more than i do..i just like to thank you...i'm always asking..do i love u?i'm sorry..i dont know...i know it hurts..but i dun understand..how can one b treated badly but said nothing...how can one treat one so badly when she knows how much he loves her?how can one treat one so badly when he dotes on her that much?how can one treat one so badly if he gives in so much to her?i dont want to regret when u r gone..let time pass slowly....i miss you...am i just guilty?a shot in the head..that's all i have to say...i'm so tired..good night.
i just feel like blogging today..but i dont know what to say..
i love being with him..when i'm sleeping..it's nice to know that someone
will be beside you even when u fall asleep..
someone will be here to watch you till u sleep soundly and cover blanket...
is it something wrong?i admit, i really like it..
but i feel there is no fault...
i dun say that i dun have family's warmth..but mayb not as much as you..
it's sad....i just hope no one stops me..love is blind..but i'm not blinded by love..
it doesnt matter..have you ever thought y youngsters dont return home?
cause they find warmth and ppl's warmth outside...even if it's fake..
question yourself..where do you get comfort from??
i've got 2 sister..one so young..who would bother about u other than using u..?
using the fact tat we can think more?
in terms of EQ, i was never good with close people around me..
i only had hi bye ppl around me..all e while..unlike my sister...
cant i be selfish for some time?just to own someone else for a while?
he's not a romantic guy or wadever..he's nt a very good sweet tallker...
he doesnt buy me presents nor flowers or anything...
but he gives me simple things..which also includes anger..Ha..!
they feel tat i can become 'bad' easier..HA!!what kinda rubbish i this?
nite
shining loves u}
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