these encourages me to be happy!!!!!it works!?!?!
this is so vintage??!?!?!i dont really know..mayb is the colours..ha
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blah blah ...
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that's all//
SOoo lame..!!!!!
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boo///
myabe i'm tired?
shining loves u}
1:50 PM
i found this chunk from my previous blogs...as in 2 years ago..i wrote the 1st para that time ha..thought of continuing it....maybe a little..
Along the lonely path of Lollitone road,a tiny silhouette appeared round the corner..with a tiny hand holding a small umbrella,a pink stout lady stopped right in front of a torn and tattered hut.
She anxiously knocked on the door.
''Tap'' ''tap'',as the small brown door at the far right of the hut opened. Standing in front appeared a tiny man, carrying a dim lamp. He was as thin as he looked like he only lived on cabbage and nothing else.
''How is he?''
''Did you manage to get him out from the den? ''
''I found him sitting at a dark corner, talking to himself, hiding from the light, poor boy.''
Lying on the bed, was a boy.A very skinny boy,not very tall and has a dark maroon ruffled hair. He was shivering and making weird wolf like voices, like a howl from the wolves.
ah...that's all..no inspiration..lol..
nitex
shining loves u}
1:16 PM
AHHH>!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont know how to express myself..but only
sad..depressed and frustration......
damn..
i dont even understand why..how would you?
argghghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh/////
why why why why why why why why why is it like that?
i'm so miserable.....damn...i dont know..but i'm just not happy!!!
not happy enough....shit...
are you capable of making me happy???
damn..i have to think everyday..wth
god..dont torture me..
give me directions...help me..
i'm just dead..forget it....SHIT
shining loves u}
12:40 PM
hmm...in order to add a bitsy more interesting for myself..i decided to find all these:::::
all for the sake of nothing..lol well, it's 5am in e morning after all..whatTH am i still awake?
POCKY!!
i just realised there are certain foods that are meant for Men
does it contain .... ???ha..
or something like that for the girl next door??
something to make her drunk?grape wine?!?!
anyone?? Purple Sweet Potato pocky... O.o
only applicable during summer (sold at e beach) ???? kiwi mango
better still, get the whole machine home??
last but not least: the green tea
or just the most normal one??
with added devil boy?it's not poisonous??
that's all..well, startled by another website while searching..so here's the ending...
so tired but cant sleep.. =(
good.
shining loves u}
1:11 PM
anyway, i dont bother.
was working at cine push cart 2nd day..well, i only work once a week..sundays..
i'm just tired.with 2 big bBuMpss on my head..ouch..
what should i do tomoro? it's off day for carmel again..not that i dont like him having off..but we really dunno where to go..pathetic couple..i dun have much hobby.especilly with no money yea?
ha..!he loves movies...but i'm so tired of it..since with him i've watched so many...
1. 28weeks
2. Borne ultimium
3. Shrek
4. 200 pound beaty
5. Hairspray
6. Evan almighty
7. Ratatouille
8. Resident evil
9. Transformer
10. Harry potter
11. Fantastic four
12. Spiderman
i mean it might sound like old movies...but lets say within 5 months and 12 movies..?!? average one month twice...dotx...thats a lot to me..i might left out more..i cant remember..
*how bout those vcds my daddy got...
oh my god...i hate movies..but he loves them..
he's such a poor thing.. =(
but just dont like to think..
he just love to b like e way he is..his age is growing..but he prefers to think young...
haix..loving can be difficult..but accommadating is torture...love is blind?
i hate the word love..i swear..because no one knows the real meaning...
i've once read the book 'men are from mars, women r from venus..
e statistics of real love is scary....hA!
happened to browse a column by a feminist..very interesting..on how she ttalked about
gray's anatomy on his book on MVB..sometimes it's just good to read anything...
i've got so much in my mind today..argh.
lyrics?
i love you bcause of e way you treat me,
e way you make honey early in e morning...
the way you accompany me,
when i have bad dreams at late night.
e way u accompany me when i wanted to go home when u play ur games..
but it hurts too..
it hurts that you dont say no to things..
it hurts to see you always say yes...to give in to me..everything
that's not the way..u need ur pride..
god, i know that..i sincerely know...
i'm sorry for what i've done to you..
to treat you badly..something that i'm too blind to see..
something you r too blind too realise..
sorry for making you hurt..more than i do..
i just like to thank you...
i'm always asking..
do i love u?i'm sorry..i dont know...
i know it hurts..but i dun understand..how can one b treated badly but said nothing...
how can one treat one so badly when she knows how much he loves her?
how can one treat one so badly when he dotes on her that much?
how can one treat one so badly if he gives in so much to her?
i dont want to regret when u r gone..let time pass slowly....
i miss you...
am i just guilty?
a shot in the head..
that's all i have to say...
i'm so tired..good night.
i just feel like blogging today..but i dont know what to say..
i love being with him..when i'm sleeping..it's nice to know that someone
will be beside you even when u fall asleep..
someone will be here to watch you till u sleep soundly and cover blanket...
is it something wrong?i admit, i really like it..
but i feel there is no fault...
i dun say that i dun have family's warmth..but mayb not as much as you..
it's sad....i just hope no one stops me..love is blind..but i'm not blinded by love..
it doesnt matter..have you ever thought y youngsters dont return home?
cause they find warmth and ppl's warmth outside...even if it's fake..
question yourself..where do you get comfort from??
i've got 2 sister..one so young..who would bother about u other than using u..?
using the fact tat we can think more?
in terms of EQ, i was never good with close people around me..
i only had hi bye ppl around me..all e while..unlike my sister...
cant i be selfish for some time?just to own someone else for a while?
he's not a romantic guy or wadever..he's nt a very good sweet tallker...
he doesnt buy me presents nor flowers or anything...
but he gives me simple things..which also includes anger..Ha..!
they feel tat i can become 'bad' easier..HA!!what kinda rubbish i this?
nite
shining loves u}
12:46 PM