match..!!i didnt expect that a person like me who really dont enjoy basketball enjoy watching the match...the sad thing is that we lost by 4 points..all because of fouls..!!haix..but i thought that the players were better than the opponents..i swear..haix...hope they win the next match...
anyway,i dont know what i'm blogging..haha..just wanna type some stuff online..!!
i love myself,me and i..!!
shining loves u}
9:27 AM
okay,school started this week..and i really need to pack up my mood..!!hmmxx..too much of holidays is bad for the brains..not really functioning..haha..
worked as singapore indoor stadium's usher yestersday..and the first show was the hype up concert..hmm...okay la..not really a lot of ppl..ermm..tml is the nbl basketball match..hiya..so tired..!!ermx..
i feeling bad yea??haix..okay..!!think happy thots!!!
that's all though i've not blogged for so loong...
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shining loves u}
10:02 AM
one of the rare ones..and it's soooo high up..!!!
there was like 3 colours on this orchird..
does it look like a plum flower?a...enlarged version..it's preTty..
i dont really like this..waahah
i love pinkk..!!and milky lime green..yea!!!oops..no green here..keke
last photo with qingxiu..lol..she loved this background..lol..
hmm...got to work tml..i'm so tired..
hey shima..tt jap looking guy was cute..not his brother...lol
shining loves u}
8:47 AM
it's a old but wonderful song..sad...i wonder how can such words be so meaningful..
and i hope ppl really bothered to read it..!! thanks!!
I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
and this is what it said
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, me
I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, me
Between now and then till I see you again I'll be loving you
Love, me
shining loves u}
8:59 PM
as a matter of fact,i dont think that anyone will read my blog unless i ask them to..which i really thought that it was a good thing..
what is it like to be trapped within feelings?i'm afraid to write things here..who will not pester me over it..it's childish to talk abou relationships..especially in blogs..but where can i pour out to eh?ever wonder how pretty girls cope with all the guys pestering..and wonder how ppl like me that catches no attention feels?who ever thought of that?so does that mean that ppl no longer have the rights to like whoever it is??humans are lonely creature..and that's sad..why is it that ppl get so frustrated over small quarrels??especially if they are a married couple?isn't it a torture to the heart??
i feel so disgusted nowadays...yea?whenever i see guys touching their girls,i feel disgusted..i'm really sorry,it's not tt i dont like guys..or that i'm looking at the bad sides oonly..but i'm really afraid now..who could understand??friends can no longer be friends..because good friends are always loved...what is like to like someone that u shld not?what is like to b a person tt wants to b with someone?has anyone thought about it??
i think of many things in my life..what if the words i said to anybody was the last word i could say to them??what if i were to make someone angry..and tt was the b4 i could say sorri that the person leaves??i wish i could say thank you, i love you, i'm sorry to them,any one of them everyday...........
many things i have before i sleep everyday..i think about everything...is there someone that is crying for help now?what are the ppl doing at the other side of the world...i always ponder...who would believe that i will think of such things???because nobody does...
why is it that some ppl are always bullied??are girls being raped all the time?i feel really sad...and it's heartbreaking..who can feel the pain for their parents?which parent would want their child to suffer.......
i'm really sad now..cause i could not do a single thing..but am i really living better than others?am i always happy?am i always launghing?
i'm human..i have the rights for having emotions..i have the right to love someone..to miss someone..to hate someone..but that doesnt give me any position to make somoeone love me,hate me and miss me..........it doesnt work out tt way..is the world fair??
no..because the world was never round....
shining loves u}
7:48 AM
anyway,i really love the story 'the hungry tide' by amitav ghosh
his really good..this storry is super nice and touching..and sad...sobx...
GREAT i shld say...
where are you..this is getting so tiring..just go away...it's fate
isn't it??god knows...
that's it; i shall end all this fantasy
shining
shining loves u}
10:28 AM