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8:55 PM
well, we all has a gathering at sakura..with ms choos treating us for lunch...!!!thank you...
'Something to share for now..tired..my bee is still not back!?!?! 'something so out of point..HAA!!
anyway, enjoy for now..
the start of the feast>>>!!or the end??oops..look at the messy table
us with miss choo..aiyo, look at eveyone's strict little face..WaHa..
Me and shirlene...
look at amanda,aiyo.faint... O.o
i shall upload again..for myself..haix
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11:17 AM
it's been three years since i've joined TP after my 'O's , Applied food science and nutrition to be specific..hmm..there's alot to say and lots of feelings..first of all, i'm sad to say that i don't feel sad..which may not be a shocking to me..after all, people come and go a lot in my life,i'm used to it.. 'shudders' anyway, i dun suppose this to be long..i'm not a reflective one, just blogging what i feel NOW.
my results}
i should say, it's dissappointing to know that my results weren't so good?! i mean it's a kinda normal result..well,i didnt know that results were cumulative when i first joined the school!!nobody told US la!!!! if u didnt know, cumulative as in every exam is counted!!! which means that it pulls your perfect 4.0 gpa down.And obviously, once you scored a stupid lousy grade, you will never be able to flip over back again..STUPID saLTed FISH!!!!! so i struggled to pull it up.my results got better after..but still,can pull up much right??anyway,i'm gonna graduate and i suppose this diploma doesn't serve much purpose..for the fact that my dream is not to slog all the way in some fragrance house or some food lab..EWw..scientist!!
my life and friends}
i suppose that there will not be much change, afterall,i'm used to buying and hanging out alone or with carmel...(not that i'm used to, this is how it is ever since i can remember)i wont die without lots of friend..especially pig friends and dog friends ...i've also got my sister for going out too..so i suppose there wont be much changes..and i sort of love it this way la! as for friend, they come and go.dont they?ha..they dun make difference too my life..eventhe closer ones (sad to say, but those who know me will understand) we'll still get to meet and stuffs..for??ha..gossiping i suppose..as long u dun change your boyFRIEND, then i suppose it's fine..
my future}
i'll work hard for my dream, have a fixed saving and i shall fulfill my long term goal..no longer a dream, for one never touches dreams but goals can be derived with perserverence..HAha, so chim like that..whatever..anyway, i'm just working hard to save money..that's all..as for further studies???i'm gonna learn more things...but maybe not major on this diploma i've completed..Foolish me x.x should have taken design or it.at least that's what i like.. anyway..i've got a diploma 'still'..
conclusion}
i/m happy with what i am now and what i'm doing now except for what has been done and cannot be changed..so i'm still happy after wasting 3 years..HA!! *shit*
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9:59 AM
hmm,as for mr carmel, he's working fine..i suppose...hmm..i know he's working real hard..all for ME!!! i suppose..LOve you..HEE..i'm waiting for your next off day..!!anyway, i'm soo broke..but i've decided to spend more and save less this month...cause it's been long since i've spent !!!HEE...must treat him a good meal..HA!!! any good rest. to recommend?HA..
that's all..i've got work in the morning..Ha.niteX
p.s thanks Amanda and Ray..u guys r great!!!remind me to treat you !!
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6:43 AM
me..HA!!i'm so used to ur presence all the time.suddenly i feel so blue;without you.
i wish that your work today will be a fruitful one?lots of mixed feelings and
excitement? god will bless you XD for being such a nice person now. i love you b.
it's quite some time we've been together and sorry for not remembering the day
we started of, but i know it will last longer then the rainbow.i love you.
对不起， 不能天天和你在一起。对不起，常常欺负你， 不好好珍惜你。但我始终都是爱你的。傻瓜。
i love you silly
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6:03 AM
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10:34 PM
little chillies..anyone?its so colourful..!!! the whole stretch up there!!!
this is ONE of the prettiest colour there!!?!?!
WHITE chinese NEW year!?
PerFECt LOVE on valentines!!
CHeesE Bee..thats all !
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7:06 PM
these encourages me to be happy!!!!!it works!?!?!
this is so vintage??!?!?!i dont really know..mayb is the colours..ha
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that's all//
SOoo lame..!!!!!
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boo///
myabe i'm tired?
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1:50 PM
i found this chunk from my previous blogs...as in 2 years ago..i wrote the 1st para that time ha..thought of continuing it....maybe a little..
Along the lonely path of Lollitone road,a tiny silhouette appeared round the corner..with a tiny hand holding a small umbrella,a pink stout lady stopped right in front of a torn and tattered hut.
She anxiously knocked on the door.
''Tap'' ''tap'',as the small brown door at the far right of the hut opened. Standing in front appeared a tiny man, carrying a dim lamp. He was as thin as he looked like he only lived on cabbage and nothing else.
''How is he?''
''Did you manage to get him out from the den? ''
''I found him sitting at a dark corner, talking to himself, hiding from the light, poor boy.''
Lying on the bed, was a boy.A very skinny boy,not very tall and has a dark maroon ruffled hair. He was shivering and making weird wolf like voices, like a howl from the wolves.
ah...that's all..no inspiration..lol..
nitex
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1:16 PM
AHHH>!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont know how to express myself..but only
sad..depressed and frustration......
damn..
i dont even understand why..how would you?
argghghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh/////
why why why why why why why why why is it like that?
i'm so miserable.....damn...i dont know..but i'm just not happy!!!
not happy enough....shit...
are you capable of making me happy???
damn..i have to think everyday..wth
god..dont torture me..
give me directions...help me..
i'm just dead..forget it....SHIT
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12:40 PM